December 2009
i dont feel happy with this anymore.
Most relationships fail not because of the absence...
mitzilopez:
victoriaabelgas:(via kimbotitoy)
lyrics [six]
i’m thinking aces,
spaces,
all of these faces…
are not what i want…
in my life.
don’t look at me like your still in the past.
i’m gone like that, yeah i know it was fast.
how long we last.
and in the end, you, know you were wrong.
but it sure does take you forever long.
and in the end, you, know you were wrong.
and now i’m gone…
that’s...
clairvoyance
so it was me, alana, and rozzi in disneyland. except it didn’t look anything like disneyland. and it was nightime. and we were just like talking or whatever and we didn’t even go on any rides, and then rozzi ran into some guy (who doesn’t exist in real life) who she was friends with and he eneded up hanging out with us and the whole time they were talking to each other and not...
pressured
is the word.
i know you don't want to hear it
lately i’ve been feeling frustrated at everyone…i’m not sure what to do with anyone or anything, how i should act, how i should feel, everything i do just feels wrong. and that’s a feeling thats overplayed a lot of the time but lately i just find myself questioning everything i’m doing, whether i’m right or wrong, and trying to impress you and just trying to...
lyrics [five]
hey, don’t you look the other way.
don’t you got something to say?
doing fine yesterday.
and now things, they start to fade.
prayin for an ace of spades.
think it’s time to turn the page.
but i don’t think you seem to mind…
we won’t ever unwind.
keep walking this line.
we are doing just fine…
i cannot
stand fucking kill joys
“Try not to give advice you can’t follow.”
– Julian Casablancas
fun day
but i miss her...
hmmm
i dont know. really boring couple of days. i’ve been completely out of it…mostly cause i just gave up on trying at all this semester. and last friday is still bugging me, i’m not the type of person to let go of things easily..in most cases i am, but at times i hold on to things. and lets just say this is different then what i’ve experienced in the past, in a good way and a...
lyrics [four]
caught in this straightjacket of always loss,
we can’t figure out what’s gone.
figure out what’s gone.
there’s no time to make sure your right,
i just wanted to go out tonight.
into this light.
this is my final call, this is my final call to you.
this is me tearing down walls, but you don’t even have a clue…
this is my final call, this is my final call...
reflection
all summer, we got carried.
away over, on the rooftops, let’s get married.
all winter, we just hurried.
so come over, just be patient, and don’t worry…
so come over, just be patient, and don’t worry.
there’s no hurry.
i stopped
believing in santa claus because of a calvin and hobbes comic. if it wasn’t for that fuckin comic i would still be sitting on his lap in the middle of the hillsdale mall. well i still do that but still.
i am
stuck in the between, always going somewhere, never getting there
dude
fuck
lyrics[three]
i know i’m somewhere,
cause there are people passing me by,
and all i wants to say hi.
but all you want are goodbyes.
i know it’s not fair,
to say that you’re still in my mind.
the water we drink is red…
soon enough we’ll all be dead.
but this song isn’t about our lives…
it isn’t about countless tries.
close your eyes and look south…
...
wait
fuck dude fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck what the fuck fuck?? get over yourselfff move on fuck fuck fuck fuck your not worth my fucking time fuck fuck fuck fuck what now fuck?
FREAKING
OUT CAUSE I HAVE A SPANISH ORAL TOMORROW AND I TOTALLY FORGOT AND I HAVE TO MEMORIZE A STORY AND MY SCHEDULE IN THE MORNING WORST PART IS I HAVE TO SAY IT IN SPANISH DOESNT THAT SUCK I’LL ANSWER YES IT DOES AND I HAVE IT FIRST PERIOD AND OMG AND FUCK AND UGHH AND MY CAPS LOCK IS BROKEN ALONG WITH MY PERIOD BUTTON DONT TRY TO MAKE THAT A SEXUAL REFERENCE WELL ACTUALLY YOU CAN IF YOU WANT TO...
Nico got me in trouble with God.
Chris: Mitzi said OMFG last night !
Nico: OooOoooO I'm telling God on you Mitzi *walks away* 5 seconds later *comes back*
Nico: o.o oh ho ho he's really pissed off at you.
Me: oh, like youu don't swear
Nico: what the fuck are you fucking talking about? I never fucking swear !
looking forward to
tomorrow, gonna jam with alexi, hopefully get some stuff done, and maybe actually FINISH a song for once, unless we get distracted and go for a sabritones run…if you dont know what sabritones are, look them up. we have hella ideas, we just need to build upon them..
well uh
today i kind of started to realize something about someone. they seem different at times, like its weird. and its getting annoying to be honest…
